Friday, January 17, 2014

Avoiding Kaiser Roseville !!

Every one has that one hospital that has awful service, or that crazy aunt Susan swears killed her husband, or that just over all  gives off a bad vibe .. But over and over again I am being given reasons to HATE Kaiser Roseville !! If any of you reading this work their could you kindly stop being such stuck up , uneducated pieces of shit please ?!?!?
So a little over a year ago , my sister and I went there . She was having slight abdominal pain , and believed she was lactating from her left breast , on top of just generally feeling weird all week , so we took her in. We were sent to the back in no time flat , the issue was , they put us in a room and just left us there for about 2 hours. Not a single staff member there bothered to come into our room even just to make sure we were planning on leaving. After those 2 hours , the doctor checked all the regular vitals , pushed on her stomach to gauge for pain , and checked for lactation . He ordered an ultra sound then left . We sat for an additional 45 minutes . At this point my sisters 1 year old daughter was exhausted and screaming . All she wanted was to be held , and to sleep .. Not to mention she was battling some things of her own . At the time the poor thing had pink eye , but it had passed it's contagious stage and she had already been prescribed eye drops by our AMAZING primary nurse practitioner , Mia , at Sacramento Family Medical Center (this lady is PERFECT you guys , seriously <3)
Any how , the lady doing the ultrasound took a strong liking to my niece , until finding out about the pink eye , she then proceeded to freak out like it was the grossest most contagious thing to ever be in the hospital .. Bitch you are an ER doctor , weird shit comes thru EVERY DAY ..
Fast forward to Christmas eve of 2013 , and my father in laws dad went to the ER . Said he felt sick and they were gonna keep him over night for observation .. Days and days and days go by .. Nothing , they just keep saying "it's pneumonia LIKE" , because they couldn't identify what exactly it was , they just knew therre was some sort of liquid crowding his lungs . To this very moment as I write , this poor man is STILL in the hospital . He was moved to ICU not long after being in the ER and has been there since .. He is intubated , in a medically induced coma , on a robotic bed to turn him ( as to not attract bed sores ) And they JUST found out 2 days ago that the poor man has had H1N1 this whole time .
If you think all that is bad , I'm not done . Due to the fact they didn't know what was wrong with him at first , they required visitors to mask , when they couldn't find anything wrong that could be directly contagious , they stopped requiring the mask .. My father in law went to see his dad damn near every day with NO mask .. So guess what he brought home ? Yes , the sickness I wrote of in my last post happened because KAISER ROSEVILLE does not follow decent proceedure . Thank god most of us had our Flu shots this season and him and the baby didn't get it NEARLY as bad as grandpa ..
So if you would .. Please keep Mr. Westbrook in your families prayers .. We definitely need it , because we got an urgent call from his wife saying that his kids needed to come and see him immediately .. And If you get sick DONT GO TO KAISER !!

Thursday, January 16, 2014

Senior In Need !

Okay so, I don't want to be ranty or whiney, I don't want to come off entitled or give you some sob story.. But I do need help.
As any one who reads my blogs knows, I lost my home around halloween time, I had spent from August, til then looking for work to try and avoid losing my home , but I guess it just wasn't meant to be... I packed my things after the landlord asked us to leave, and I moved in with my boyfriends family . I am thankful that they had space for me and were willing to take me on , although I knew the transition would not be easy. School became harder , and making plans became harder because I used to just share a car with my mom , and now I didn't have a car I could drive and both of his parents work . Recently , as some in our household became sick , transportation has gotten increasingly more difficult , and I am unsure of when things will change ..
As some of you also know , I have a psychotic and almost inbearable couple of family members on the paternal side .. My great grandmother was sweet enough to put away $100 savings bonds for each of us kids.. but because my cousins' parents spent their kids' money or let the kids spend it prior to being 18 , my grandmother began not to trust the adults in the family and rather than putting my bonds in a bank , she kept them in her dresser and told me she would personally hand them to me the day I turned 18 .. Unfortunately my amazing GG past away June of 2012 .. RIP . My grandmother and I, the father's day following her mother's death, got into an insane arguement over facebook in which she tried to imply that I was a terrible kid for not posting about my dad that day (even though he didnt get on FB) and that my mom was a "lying crazy person" and a "prostitute".. When I proceeded to tell her that I was going to take my mother and fathers word about their relationship over hers, she became fucking furious and went nuts on me.. So I discontinued contact .. Of coarse now , who would be left the house but her ... and I can't acquire my bonds ..
Sad part #2 .. My aunt has a nice used car of hers that her husband poored $6,000+ into , that she is willing to sell me for $1,000 flat .. And I can't get it . I know it's a lot to ask to suggest that strangers fund my life .. But I'm at the end of my rope here .. I busted my ass for months to get a job .. Applied every where I could either walk to of take RT to , but no one responded , I showed up to a lot of places and still nothing , If you look on my facebook account and portfolio page , you will see that I have been actively trying to get hair clients to make money , and I have been posting tons of pictures , and I haven't recieved any clients ..
I got my license in June , and I feel like I could be so much more helpful and useful to this household if I was mobile ..
It's hard enough being separated from my mom , trying to finish high school , and trying to find a job , while trying to plan my life after graduation , making plans for college and my career .. I need just need one glimmer of hope .. Please , even if you can't donate , share it every where you can ? To try and spread the word .. It would be insanely and greatly appreciated <33

(if you are going to donate , my mom and I have an account on GoFundMe.com) ..http://www.gofundme.com/50sotw

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

My Dream, My Legacy ..♥

So recently I read something (not sure what it was , probably home work) and it asked me what would I want to be as a back up career if my main career goals didn't pan out , and I was just beside myself .. To this very moment I still don't know .
For any of you that have actually seen my Facebook page (aka online portfolio) , or read a lot of my other posts , my passion is hair . It's what I love to do and what I have been doing my whole life pretty much . I started getting more and more into hair dressing around 7-9 years old , and I wanted to try every thing I saw , wanted to watch all the hair dressers at the stores , and all the shows .. And I wanted more than anything to practice , but no one wanted to let the little 9 year old experiment on them .. So I did my own hair . I have taught myself almost every thing I know about hair , how to do it , how to maintain it, and how to keep it healthy . When I was about 12 , I decided I wanted to own my own salon , that hair was what I wanted to do for the rest of my life .. But I also didn't want to be working under some one else for the rest of my working years , as you know from previous posts I'm not good with rules .. Every one tried to give me reasons as to why it wouldn't work . "You'll never be able to afford the building" , "You wont be able to handle standing on your for feet all day" , "You ALREADY have back problems" , "do you know how many hair salons there are ? what makes yours so special?" , And the best of all , "you can never run a business w/o a business degree" . Let me just say something .. I get that these are all real problems that may occur , real scenarios that could prevent me from doing this job for the rest of my life .. but you know what .. This isnt my LEGACY for no reason . This is what I am good at and what I love .. No , as of right now I don't have a fall back , but you know what , IM YOUNG . I have time . And in response to those comments ..
1. If I save up enough money , I can have any building I please
2. I've stood longer, walked longer, and it's not like i'm not ALREADY doing hair all the time , I'll just have a designated spot for it .. let me worry about my feet
3. I am working on getting my paper work in order tomorrow so I can get my physical therapy and hopefully not have to live with this bad of a back well into my adult years .
4. YES , there are a lot of salons , great ones at that .. But none of them have ME !
5. and YES I absolutely can run a business w/o a degree . I learn fast and I don't remake old mistakes . If I can manage myself I can manage a building , it really isnt much different . I need to handle to income and output of the cash flow , monitor the stock in the store , do taxes on time , keep tabs on my employees , make sure my building it up to code and DO GREAT HAIR .
So , if you would like to help me along with my dream , and you live in sacramento .. I would love some new clients ! (: I do a range of hair styles and designs . I will post a link to my page which includes what I can do , what I have done  , and a price chart ..
Help me live my dream ..<3
facebook.com/Legacyinthemaking2013

Friday, December 6, 2013

Peaceful Unicornville

As per our English project, Me and my friends Marcy & Kendall made our own utopia we call Peaceful Unicornville! We had fun writing this , SO you BETTER have fun reading it ;D

Welcome to Peaceful Unicornville !
Let us tell you about our Utopia!

Our community is a democratic based society where community has complete control over all elections via electronic voting ballets. We are a very peaceful people, but do take necessary precautions to stay safe, as we do all reserve the right to bare arms. We care about our environment, so we drive in marsh mellow cars as to abide by our "no pollution" laws. We are a happy, positive people and require 3 smiles a day to uphold a peaceful environment. All are welcome, we have bright colors, unicorns, and smiles!
Every year we have our Annual Unicorn Festival where we have rides, games, rainbow cotton candy, and a raffle drawing to win a full pot of gold! Our festivals are all age friendly, and encourage you to become part of our community. There's always room for new neighbors.
Our schools are safe, and fun. We have ball pits in every school for recess and passing period play time. Our parks are clean and family friendly, the scariest thing you might see is a unicorn pooping rainbows, but who doesn't love rainbows?! We also live in rainbow gated communities, with watch towers of rainbow warriors.
A normal day in our society involves all the norms of another city, with a few extra rainbow perks.
DAILY SCHEDULE:
11:15am Wake-up
11:24 Drink unicorn tea
12:18pm School starts for kids
12:35 Shower time ! (in unicorn tears)
1:46pm Work starts
6:46 Work ends
7pm PARTY TIME!!
3:09am Party ends
(go home)
3:29am Rub good dream midget and go ni-night
Although we advocate fun, we can only stay this peaceful because we have rules.. Our rules include:
No dull colors- No solid black, grey, or black, must have other colors included.
No pollution- All citizens must drive marsh mellow cars, no smoking, and no littering.
Only kind words spoken- No hateful, hurtful, or disrespectful words shall be spoken to another citizen.
Everyone must wear unicorn horn hats- We must honor our national animal, the unicorn, by wearing a horn like theirs.
All citizens must attend annual Unicorn Festival- It's your duty as a citizen of Peaceful Unicornville to attend our festival.
No violence- Altercations must be solve using words, or by contacting the authorities.


We have our rules, but we're safe and fun. Come visit us now, where the fun has begun!

Saturday, November 30, 2013

Fluff the Holidays !

I am already sick of the holidays ... I'm sick of seeing it , I'm sick of hearing about it , and most of all I'm sick of being involved in them ... All I hear is Christmas songs and commercials , Facebook posts , even the decorations and the black Friday sales .. SHUT UP !
I have never been a fan of holidays honestly .. You spend entirely too much money on candy for halloween , more food than you can actually eat for thanks giving , and then you throw yourself into insane crowds of people on black Friday so you can spend money you don't have on presents that your kids dont need because "tis the season" right ..?
The whole concept is fucking annoying . Having to sit around and pretend to like people you only see like 4 times a year , just because of the fucking calendar month .. So obnoxious .... It's not worth the time , energy , or money that everybody wastes on these fucking days .. they are JUST days on the calendar ..
Like the DAY after Turkey day ... we start X-MAS decorations .... Fucking forreal ..?
It's not even Dec yet and I have Christmas carols stuck in my head ... Not to mention ... It's called CHRIST-mas ... Jesus wasn't born anywhere near winter ignorant fuck tards xP
Read your bible , do some history , and TURN OFF THE CHRISTMAS MUSIC !

Sunday, November 24, 2013

STUPID STUPID STUPID

(Explicit warning : I am ranting and thus , my language will probably stray from decent .. If you don't like it kindly GET THE FUCK OFF MY BLOG...)

The amount of stupidity I have been around and witnessed lately is just unreal ! I can't even comprehend the amount of stupid that tends to run through the veins of humanity .. Honestly . Got people over here who are wasting their money to the point that they are broke , then turn around and buy expensive and unnecessary shit with credit .. Great so you're going to be broke AND have bad credit .. Forgive me as I laugh when you fall on your ass ! Some might ask why I would be so cruel after being in a situation in which being broke and have fucked credit occurred . Why ? Because it only happened cause I had no control ! I would have never been so irresponsible and stupid with my money , and even if I was I would not , then , go and buy a bunch of shit on credit and fuck myself even more . So congratulations .. at the rate you're going you're kid will be pissed at you and homeless living with extended family or significant others struggling to finish high school .. Moving on .
More stupidity , parents who don't help out their kids .. Yes , my biological father and I have issues . I am , and always will be pissed at him . He is a fucked up individual for many reasons that would take probably 300 blog posts to explain .. Never the less , he has this insatiable need to be right all of the time . He is condescending and flat ass bad in the "dad" department . For example , I decided I was done dealing with his bs when he told me straight to my face that between me and my former step mother we "ruined his life" . I was DONE at this point . When you have gotten so low as to blame your child and the woman YOU wanted to marry and YOU put all your time and money into for your life being fucked up ... No .. just no .
Any how , I had asked him to do a simple favor for me .. Just ONE fucking thing , considering he has done almost nothing for me in the 12 years he has known me . And he wont do it .. Not that he can't he just doesn't want to .. Why ?  Because I've been "ignoring" him for a year . NEWSFLASH: when someone says their done with you , that means done , over finished , fuck off . Not to mention he made NO effort what so ever , until my birthday , to speak to me either . He sent me a text on my birthday after almost a year of not speaking and I'm supposed to be excited ? No .. Fuck you dude . I will do it ALL myself just like I've always had to cause you're a good for nothing , dead beat , piece of shit excuse for a father .. I only hope that my baby brother doesn't have to learn that the hard way like me..
Moral of the story , if you leave your kids in the cold , they will leave your ass to die alone . No  one can handle stupid forever .. Every one has a BS level that can't be passed .
DON'T be stupid w/ your finances , and DON'T be a piece of shit parent . Fuck .

Friday, November 22, 2013

Starting over... All over again

Recent weeks have been hard and stressful . I had to move on the shortest notice , I lost half my things, some are in storage , only my clothes and important papers are here . I am stable and I am happy , but I am an emotional wreck . I have mixed emotions and feelings about almost everything right meow .. Yes , I just said right meow ... deal with it !
Any how , I am now living with my boyfriend in his parents' house with his 3 sisters . I love his family more than anything , they have been there for me through a hell of a lot ..
I can't lie , I miss my house , my space , my kitties , and even (at moments) miss my mom .. I don't know . I know it was coming , but it was just delayed for so damn long , that some how I convinced myself it would never happen , wow was I wrong !
I had to move my whole life before school started the next week /:
Then the day after I get sick and stayed sick for two days , that was not a helping factor .. I was , and still kind of am , moody .. I just , yeah .. I know this is probably the LEAST organized post I've written , but that's because normally I have a plan , an outline , or at least know prior to writing almost every word I will write , this ..? This is just straight thoughts , exactly what I felt or am feeling , I'm putting into words .
As if high school isn't hard enough , not to mention stressful , I had to add moving to it ..
The sad thing was , about a week before halloween every one was posting 'then&now' pics of their halloween costumes from Freshman to Senior year .. I racked my brain for a good hour trying to figure out why I couldn't remember what I was that year .. Why ?  Because I spent halloween night moving from Rocklin to a motel 6 in North Highlands .. WITH NO CAR !
Welp , my first and last year of HS on halloween night are the same thing .. I was dressed as a stressed out teen who doesn't know what to do or where to put my stuff at .
I know this sounds kinda ranty and sort of like I am just bitching , but you know .. I am only writing so the thought is out some wheres .. and I feel that going through the shit life that I have will help me help other people . People will always tell you "I understand" "I get it" but some things ... If you haven't LIVED it .. you don't know shit about how that person feels . Being a homeless teen , especially more than once ... that's one of those things .
So , if anyone has dealt with any of the things that I just listed , feel free to talk to me , cause I've lived it ..<3